{"id":3061,"date":"2021-06-04T14:44:53","date_gmt":"2021-06-04T21:44:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/?p=3061"},"modified":"2021-12-02T12:59:36","modified_gmt":"2021-12-02T20:59:36","slug":"book-review-only-most-devastated-by-sophie-gonzales","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/book-review-only-most-devastated-by-sophie-gonzales\/","title":{"rendered":"Book Review: Only Most Devastated by Sophie Gonzales"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Gonzales, Sophie. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.worldcat.org\/oclc\/1151098124\">Only Mostly Devastated<\/a>. Wednesday Books. 2020. $17.99. 288p. HC. 9781250315892.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-3062 alignright\" src=\"http:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/omd.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"245\" height=\"379\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/omd.jpg 1650w, https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/omd-133x206.jpg 133w, https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/omd-692x1069.jpg 692w, https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/omd-307x475.jpg 307w, https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/omd-768x1187.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/omd-994x1536.jpg 994w, https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/omd-1325x2048.jpg 1325w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 245px) 100vw, 245px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Out-and-proud Ollie moves from San Jose, California, to Collinswood, North <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carolina, for the summer with his family to help care for his ailing Aunt Linda. At the lake one day with his cousins, he meets a boy named Will and the two are immediately taken with each other, and so begins a summer romance, the sort of mutual infatuation perhaps only experienced by high schoolers. When Aunt Linda takes a turn for the worse, Ollie and his parents decide to stay for the school year. Now the new kid at the local high school, Ollie is quickly befriended by a group of girls, and before long tells them of his fling with Will?only to discover Will attends the same school and is still very much in the closet. When the boys see one another at a party, Will?s initial excitement at seeing Ollie quickly dissipates, and as the days go on, he distances himself from Ollie, unwilling to admit his true feelings.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Early on while reading this YA novel, I started hearing Frankie Valli?s voice in my head, and it dawned on me that <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Only Mostly Devastated<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> is a queer retelling of the movie <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Grease<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, only here the girls have traded in their Pink Ladies jackets for identical necklaces, and the guys are basketball players donning black and white letter jackets. But the storyline is different enough from the movie to still make for a fun read. Besides, the primary audience of this novel likely hasn?t seen <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Grease<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. The novel has a racially diverse cast of characters, at least three of whom are queer. These three, Ollie, Will, and the quick-witted Lara (the Rizzo character), are well-rounded, sympathetic characters, and their self-doubt, love, and heartbreak all sound like genuine expressions of adolescent angst.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The pairing of an out-and-proud gay boy with a closeted boy is reminiscent of YA novels <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Openly Straight<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> and <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We Contain Multitudes<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">; and its setting in a typically conservative state and its exploration of bisexuality, often absent from queer YA novels, is reminiscent of <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. Gonzales? treatment of Ollie?s frustration of Will?s double-life, and Will?s fears of openly professing his love of Ollie, is an exploration of yearning for acceptance and a sense of belonging and speaks to the difficulty of coming to terms with one?s sexuality as a teenager. Not everybody is ready to come out at the same time, and it is only when Ollie meets Will halfway that Will is ready?and does so in a very grand and public way, a testament to the courage it requires to come out. Affirming novels like <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Only Mostly Devastated<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> didn?t exist when I was growing up, but I?m glad they do for the next generation.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Review by?Andrew T. Powers (he\/him\/his)<br \/>\nUniversity of Michigan<br \/>\nMSI &#8217;22<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gonzales, Sophie. Only Mostly Devastated. Wednesday Books. 2020. $17.99. 288p. HC. 9781250315892. Out-and-proud Ollie moves from San Jose, California, to Collinswood, North Carolina, for the summer with his family to help care for his ailing Aunt Linda. At the lake one day with his cousins, he meets a boy named Will and the two are [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1210,"featured_media":3064,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[31],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3061"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1210"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3061"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3061\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3064"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3061"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3061"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.glbtrt.ala.org\/reviews\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3061"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}